I feel like you and I have been going to bed “weird” too much lately.
I feel like sometimes you get upset about little things that shouldn’t matter… like exes, us not doing something together (even though we do everything together), my “nagging” about keeping things clean and me not kissing you as good or as often as you want.
I feel like you’re afraid I’ll leave you some day.
I feel like you don’t know your worth to me.
I feel like you don’t notice me the small things you use to… I’ll admit I tend to “cover them up” a lot, but that never seemed to stop you from seeing straight though me before.
I just wish you knew, my love…

I wish you knew how important all those nights are when we make love, hold hands, or even just brush our teeth too tired to speak.
I wish you knew how sensitive and tender my heart is with you… that even the smallest thing makes me want to give up, cry and go back to bad times…
I wish you knew my commintment to you.
I wish you could see that you’re priceless in my eyes.
I wish I could tell you all this in a way you would understand.
I just wish you knew, my love….

Love is the only reason to live. My love for you saved my life.. so now I live for it.. I live for you. You’re perfect to me, I just wish you knew.

I love you.

I absolutely love the fact that I am completely myself and everyone who wants to know me, I mean truly know me, is aware of my lifestyle, my beliefs, my decisons, my passions and what I simply do not tolerate. The people that don’t know these few facts about me… they simply don’t care. If they don’t care, I don’t care. So, nice knowing ya and thanks for the memories, but you’re a stranger to me now. Peace.

There’s a dream that floats around in everyone’s head; fame. Everyone thinks about it at some point in their lifetime, others drive to achieve it with all they have. What’s the difference between me and the girl going out and singing in front of a crowd, entering competitions and sharing her work. Two things: She’s actually doing it and that one, small light. She’s doing what I’m afraid to do. She’s actually taking steps to pursue the dream we share, but I have something she lacks. I have the light. This “light” is what catches the eyes and ears of A&R reps and booking agents. It’s the push to keep going, but it’s also the fear that holds me back. It’s inside all true, passionate artist. It’s in me. You may not be able to see it, but I truly feel like someday… You Will.

No matter what it may be…